you know what's super shitty? my manager pulled me in to her officer today and said that my 2 bitchiest loan officers are now saying that i DON'T CARE about their files. it took everything i had not to break down in a fit of cuss words and tears when she said that - because she doesn't deserve that - she's the sweetest, doe-eyed-est mommy of a girl ever!
now, my loan officers totally deserve it. how can i come in on weekends and work 9 hours on saturdays if i didn't care about their files?? how come they can be snotty and bitchy to me and i can't give it back to them? how is that even remotely fair?
i need to get out of this fast. so freakin' fast. because it's not going to get better.
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What is just one thing you are doing this month to make progress towards your goals?
ReplyDeletegetting out of bed to get to work. :) that's harder than it sounds right now. unfortunately this month is starting to look a lot like last month already. not a pleasant thought.
ReplyDeleteon saturday, i'm going to take a resume into the porn store and talk to the manager about a job. that's what i'm doing this month to make progress toward my goals.
and, actually, seeing my car payment for next month post $8 lower than what my payment "should" be, made me feel a little better today. seeing my insurance bill be $30 more than it "should" be did not. HA! :)
you know, i thought about this a little more, and you're right, i'm spending a lot of time wriggling around all frustrated and complainy in this seemingly stagnant place i'm in now and i need to do something to make progress. the other stuff was bullshit.
ReplyDeletethis morning i went and took my placement exams for the community college. i had to take them so i'll know where i need to start to finish my lower level classes. i aced the reading and writing (obviously - they didn't actually make me write anything, it was just editing) and did NOT do well in the math at all because they just up and throw that alogarithm and sine and cosine shit right at you - no build up or anything! :) but i don't need any math classes to transfer, so i think i'll be a-ok.
so that's what i've done to get me toward my goal. :)
YAY! Kick ass woman! This is awesome! Great job!
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