i did something totally stupid that i don't even want to talk about and it fell through (AGAIN). and i want to cry because i'm mad at myself for getting excited about it happening when nothing in the past indicated that it would happen.
as a matter of fact, all historical evidence indicated that it WOULDN'T happen. and yet, i still tried.
christ. sometimes i'm so fucking lame.
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oh honey, I'm sorry. You're allowed (and supposed) to try for things and hope for them and get excited. Don't stop trying.
ReplyDeletei shouldn't try for this. it ruins me. i guess i'm comfortable with constant disappointment.
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