unbelievable

i can't believe how little work the other processors do here at this company. i just took over an LO from another processor and am looking at her files ad re-stacking so I knwo where everything is and:
1. THE FILES ARE A FREAKIN' MESS. seriously. i have no idea how this girl, or anyone, would be able to find anything in there.
2. they don't do ANYTHING in the system that we're supposed to use. what's the point of having a system if you don't use it?
3. they don't do anything for the underwiters. like calculating income (EASY) or putting correct taxes and insurance in the file (EARIER) or putting a correct payoff amoutn in the system (EASIEST!).

cheese and rice mary! now i know why the UWs like me as a processor. :)

why???

do i get all jittery and flushed and the anti-confident when i have to defend myself verbally and when i SO RIGHTLY ask for something that will make all lives of the people involved easier, but i know they aren't going to want to comply?!?

that email? i sent it out today. i received responses from the 2 people that i didn't need responses from. one of the other people just came up to me and tells me verbally AGAIN to do something and i asked him nicely to send me an email about it - the 2nd time today - so i can priortize it and then stated that that was why i sent out htat email this morning and it specfically asks for this to be done. then he gets all huffy with me about it because he doesn't like emails and shit (redonk, let me tell you) and i get all flustery and jittery and flushed.

i think i got my point across, but i hate that i have such a negative physical reaction to something that is GOOD for me.

DAMMIT.

i'm in charge

For 2 weeks - the department is mine. One of the girls called me "boss lady" yesterday and I shivered and said "don't call me that!" I have 3 big "keep things moving" tasks and one big, giant, horrible in itself "forward plan" project thing...I thought I could just come in and have tea today but I think I'm going to need the Starbucks crack to get through this. I was fooling myself that I was going to get any sleep or do much while she is gone. Things are already coming up that might as well be organic chemistry for all that I understand them. Omg, I miss her already. I am going to learn so much so quickly, it's ridiculous.

i hate it

when people at work want me to do MORE work to perpetuate their laziness. it makes me want to fling poo at them.

i work for assholes.

curious

why all the loan officers i work for think i'm psychic. seriously. i'm supposed to know seller concessions n a contract that i don't have yet. i'm supposed to know about additional income that wasn't disclosed on the application that i received. and then they sass the answer to me like "i knew it, why didn't you?".

they totally don't pay me enough to turn on my psychic abilities.

cuntboogers.

ps...

i really do work for stupid people. sometimes i just want to shake them and turn them into something useful. like a strawberry milkshake.